This week has felt like a marathon--I think its because I know that I only have six weeks of school before summer, and I'm still not really sure what I'm going to be doing. I am trying to find an internship. I've had a few leads, but nothing concrete yet. It's allergy season, and I can definitely tell--I've had a low-grade headache all week. But that is irrelevant, because last night I got to hang out with three really awesome people: Jamie, Kelsey, and Arielle Beachy. My awesome, wacky, cousins. We went to New Phili for a late-night Taco Bell run, and then went to Wal-Mart, because Arielle hadn't been in one for over six months. For once I refrained from spending money. And of course today grandma cooked a feast and we all ate way too much. Anyway, it's been nice to be away for a few days to refresh and prepare for a new week. But the homework never stops. This week my story is being workshopped. I'm looking forward to it. I get all sorts of helpful sug...
Upper Reed Lake, Hatcher Pass Hello to everyone whose reading this! It's been awhile. I feel like I say that with every new post, but this summer I was pushing myself to get out and enjoy some new hikes and also deepen friendships and spend time with family, which meant less time inside writing. But mostly I didn't write not because I didn't have anything to say but because I don't like writing about the messy bits of my life. Often the things I learn the most from are the ones I'm least inclined to post on here. So then I make excuses and keep moving through life with the nagging sensation I should be writing about it. Sometimes I do. And now that the air is crisp and the leaves are have turned and fallen down, I'm feeling more of an itch to write. I've been going through the book A Journey to Victorious Praying: Finding Discipline and Delight in Your Prayer Life by Bill Thrasher. It's made me realize how often I approach my prayers with an agenda. So o...
It's no secret that I'm an introvert. I was branded with that label in high school. We took the Myers Briggs test, and back then I scored 100% introvert. Yes, I could very easily be a hermit. My home is safe, I wear the silence like a blanket, warm and protective. I'm not 100% introverted anymore. But I'm probably still in the mid 80's. But on top of being an introvert, I'm also shy. These are two separate traits, but combined, they form a formidable barrier against making friends easily. Why am I telling you this? I'm not sure, I guess because sometimes I wish people could see what it's like to struggle with being a shy introvert, and to realize that if I don't reach out, it's not because I don't want to, it's probably because I'm afraid to. Reaching out to people is hard. I don't do parties unless I know at least a few of the people. The few times that I have found myself alone in a sea of strangers, I start to feel awkw...
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