I've been ruminating on the idea of waiting all month. It's a subject that is near and dear to my heart as a Christian, and also as a single woman in her thirties. It's a hard subject to write about, because waiting is so different for every one of us. According to a quick online search, the definition of waiting is: "the action of staying where one is or delaying action until a particular time or until something else happens." But what I am learning is that waiting is less about what you get at the end of it and more about what you learn through it. Psalms 130:5-6 says: “I wait for the Lord, my soul waits and in his word I hope; my soul waits for the Lord more than watchmen for the morning, more than watchmen for the morning.” (ESV) Its easy to turn waiting into an excuse to be angry, hurt, or disappointed with God. Unanswered prayers can be so hard. It can lead to doubt--'maybe God doesn't really love me,'--or make you wonder if there is some sin th...
Upper Reed Lake, Hatcher Pass Hello to everyone whose reading this! It's been awhile. I feel like I say that with every new post, but this summer I was pushing myself to get out and enjoy some new hikes and also deepen friendships and spend time with family, which meant less time inside writing. But mostly I didn't write not because I didn't have anything to say but because I don't like writing about the messy bits of my life. Often the things I learn the most from are the ones I'm least inclined to post on here. So then I make excuses and keep moving through life with the nagging sensation I should be writing about it. Sometimes I do. And now that the air is crisp and the leaves are have turned and fallen down, I'm feeling more of an itch to write. I've been going through the book A Journey to Victorious Praying: Finding Discipline and Delight in Your Prayer Life by Bill Thrasher. It's made me realize how often I approach my prayers with an agenda. So o...
I'm missing the warmth and green of summer about now. I'm so thankful though that we are finally gaining daylight, and I'm already starting to plan my hikes for the summer. I spent the month of January with (almost) no social media, and realized just how little I actually miss it when its gone. It was a reminder to me of how precious time is, and how easy it is to spend it on things that are insignificant in the light of eternity. I've been doing a lot of 'soul searching' since the start of the new year, which isn't unusual. As a new year begins I often start to look at my life, like so many others, and wonder what I can change. So far this year I've been spending more time re-focusing on what is important in my life. I've been devouring new books, and, perhaps most rewarding of all, in writing. If I'm being honest, its been a long time (maybe even a few years) since I've really felt excited about creative writing. I have been working on a ...
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