In the Quiet Moments

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I have a greater appreciation for how much work goes into training new employees. This week at work I was helping train an employee who will be taking over some of my work responsibilities. I'm transitioning into more accounting and HR related work, and its exciting to learn new things, but I think I talked more in two days than I normally do in a week! Which means my introverted self was exhausted by Friday.

Through this process, and other things that have happened lately, I have been reminded that sometimes life does not have to go according to plan. Anyone who knows me well knows I don't do spontaneous. I remember asking my high school English teacher during a personality test if I was spontaneous, and she laughed at me. Me--spontaneous--no. Not really. I am a trying to be a little more now, especially since my health is back to 100%.

I'm trying to learn to loosen my grip on my expectations and appreciate life for where it is. I think they best description I have heard for why we become dissatisfied with our lives is this: "we have expectations of what our life should look like, and when we compare it with reality and it does not match up, we become dissatisfied, even depressed." (That was somewhat paraphrased, but you get the general idea).

So why am I telling you all this? I guess because I'm reminding myself to try and say yes to the unexpected. To explore, because that makes the still, quiet moments more precious.

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