Slow Surrender

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Proverbs 3:5 has been at the forefront of my mind. I hadn't thought of it in a long time, and then, one morning, it came to mind when I needed the reminder most. It feels like the theme of my life these past few months has been surrender. Of God pinpointing the areas of my life that I hold most tightly to and saying, "let go".


a slow surrender,
piece by piece
as You sanctify my life
a process of growth and trust,
of peace and pain,
of failure and fortitude

He has shown me that I need to:

Trust in Him as I surrender hopes and dreams.
Trust in Him as my job feels less secure, and the future uncertain.
Trust in Him constantly. Continuously.
Trust in Him even when life is difficult.
Trust in Him when there is loss.
Trust in Him when life is good.


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Unknown said…
Beautifully expressed. I love your beautiful heart. We will trust Him, too, for all those things, for you, for each of us. 💖 Aunt lori
November 19, 2017 at 9:23 PM
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