Thoughts of a Fledgling Writer

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It's hard to believe I left Alaska a week ago already...I love the contrast of the two pictures here--I went from winter to fall again! So far I feel like I'm living in a dream and I'm going to wake up and find that I'm still in snowy, wintry AK. But I look out the window and see the rolling green hills of Ohio and hear the buggies rolling by and realize--this is my new reality, at least for the foreseeable future.

I'm settling into a routine. Right now, everything is new and exciting.  Every day I watch the word count of my story grow, explore new possibilities, and continue to create and develop the world that I have nurtured for over ten years. Even if nothing ever comes of it, if I never have anything published, I've had this opportunity to pursue what I love. It's a challenge, but one that I'm enjoying. We'll see how I feel when the first bout of writer's block hits.

I've always been the kind of person that doesn't plan too far into the future. I don't have a five year plan. Right now I don't even have a two month plan. I'm trusting God, and it's challenging and liberating. But more than anything, I'm thankful for this opportunity to do what I love, and for the support of family who believes in me.

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Arielle said…
I can't wait to see you! I am so glad that you're in Ohio!
December 9, 2015 at 12:40 PM
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